Wednesday, May 2, 2012

mental highjack

Well, I received two more emails this morning, informing me that I did not get an interview. I'm slightly confused by these emails because when I apply, I get an email confirming and it states that I will not receive another email unless I'm going to be given an interview....yet lo and behold I have probably opened at least 8 emails that have told me I'm not getting an interview.

I'm going to assume that I at least was in a group that was a step closer to an interview? maybe? who knows...either way, these emails kill me because I get my hopes up when I see the non-generic looking email that I get about 10 times a day from the jobs I've applied to. It makes it all the more disappointing.

So after applying to some more jobs...because hey that is my job, I decided to mentally highjack myself and clean my floors, and dust, and clean the walls, and do laundry, all while listening to music. It did make me feel a little more in control of my life. If you feel like a complete failure, clean your floors, it makes you feel like a whole new woman.

This process is wearing on me. I keep assuring Pat that I will not give up...I know it takes time and I will keep trying, but I will continue to complain about it.


  1. Silly girl, you should have waited for me to help. I'm really good at cleaning walls :)

  2. hahaha no way. I am going to have everything spic and span for your ocd arrival ;)

  3. Just came across your blog today and thought I'd say hi as I also live in Calgary! :) Not too many bloggers from here out there, so it's fun to find another one :)

  4. Hi! Just wanted to say HI as I am a Calgary girl too! Your daughter is precious. I hope you are settling into Calgary! I promise the weather gets better! ha

  5. Yes going to the meet up for sure! :)